【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【星】【子】【还】【没】【挪】【步】【】【勇】【志】【拦】【住】【了】【他】【。】【勇】【志】【说】【：】【"】【星】【子】【】【你】【听】【我】【讲】【几】【句】【好】【不】【好】【？】【"】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【粞】【惊】【愕】【地】【睁】【大】【了】【眼】【睛】【】【他】【浑】【身】【绷】【紧】【了】【好】【几】【分】【钟】【。】【直】【到】【母】【亲】【叫】【他】【吃】【药】【喝】【水】【】【他】【才】【松】【软】【下】【来】【。】【粞】【想】【：】【她】【为】【什】【么】【不】【能】【结】【婚】【呢】【】【她】【应】【该】【结】【婚】【了】【，】【这】【是】【很】【自】【然】【的】【】【粞】【想】【得】【很】【悲】【哀】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【星】【子】【说】【】【"】【不】【能】【养】【吗】【？】【"】【星】【子】【忽】【觉】【得】【一】【种】【渴】【望】【】【那】【便】【是】【好】【想】【留】【下】【那】【個】【孩】【子】【的】【渴】【望】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【粞】【想】【】【在】【父】【亲】【的】【眼】【里】【，】【他】【乃】【是】【牲】【口】【的】【饲】【料】【而】【已】【】【粞】【为】【这】【个】【念】【头】【好】【长】【时】【间】【打】【不】【起】【精】【神】【来】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【亦】【文】【这】【番】【话】【说】【得】【很】【诚】【恳】【】【也】【很】【温】【柔】【，】【它】【使】【星】【子】【突】【然】【间】【产】【生】【一】【种】【倾】【诉】【感】【】【她】【好】【想】【把】【她】【心】【里】【淤】【积】【了】【许】【久】【许】【久】【的】【痛】【苦】【疑】【虑】【彷】【惶】【以】【及】【欲】【爱】【不】【愿】【、】【欲】【罢】【不】【能】【而】【产】【生】【的】【千】【般】【焦】【虑】【，】【统】【统】【地】【倾】【泻】【出】【来】【】【 】欲天焚神【 】【 】【 】【 】【沈】【鈳】【为】【说】【完】【，】【转】【向】【粞】【】【说】【：】【"】【难】【得】【和】【女】【朋】【友】【见】【面】【，】【今】【天】【就】【到】【这】【里】【吧】【】【明】【天】【我】【们】【再】【干】【。】【说】【罢】【】【他】【拍】【拍】【粞】【的】【肩】【，】【伙】【计】【】【勇】【敢】【些】【。】【早】【些】【请】【我】【吃】【喜】【糖】【】【"】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【星】【子】【说】【：】【"】【这】【是】【他】【自】【找】【的】【。】【"】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【大】【约】【九】【个】【月】【后】【】【星】【子】【在】【预】【产】【期】【还】【差】【几】【天】【的】【一】【個】【日】【子】【里】【，】【生】【下】【了】【一】【个】【男】【孩】【】【亦】【文】【欢】【天】【喜】【地】【地】【拍】【回】【了】【电】【报】【。】【那】【时】【】【他】【正】【在】【一】【个】【基】【地】【实】【习】【。】【星】【孓】【抱】【着】【孩】【子】【】【内】【心】【感】【到】【温】【暖】【无】【比】【。】【只】【是】【在】【半】【月】【後】【的】【一】【天】【】【儿】【子】【睁】【开】【眼】【睛】【迷】【迷】【漾】【漾】【地】【望】【着】【她】【时】【，】【她】【的】【心】【"】【格】【登】【"】【地】【跳】【了】【一】【下】【】【那】【小】【小】【的】【、】【黑】【亮】【的】【眼】【睛】【是】【多】【么】【奇】【特】【呵】【。】【星】【子】【想】【：】【我】【的】【天】【】【那】【是】【他】【么】【！】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【但】【粞】【在】【那】【几】【十】【号】【人】【中】【确】【有】【一】【种】【鹤】【立】【鸡】【群】【的】【昧】【道】【，】【除】【开】【他】【一】【米】【八】【几】【的】【个】【头】【外】【】【他】【永】【远】【穿】【得】【干】【净】【且】【得】【体】【，】【和】【他】【一】【口】【略】【带】【文】【气】【的】【说】【话】【习】【惯】【都】【使】【他】【有】【别】【于】【人】【】【粞】【的】【甲】【小】【队】【里】【老】【粗】【很】【多】【，】【他】【们】【能】【开】【很】【野】【的】【一】【直】【野】【到】【床】【上】【的】【玩】【笑】【和】【讲】【很】【黄】【的】【一】【直】【黄】【到】【男】【女】【睡】【觉】【细】【节】【的】【故】【事】【以】【及】【骂】【很】【脏】【的】【一】【直】【脏】【到】【裤】【子】【里】【的】【脏】【话】【】【粞】【却】【从】【不】【，】【粞】【因】【此】【而】【独】【特】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【粞】【的】【母】【亲】【是】【早】【上】【先】【去】【菜】【场】【買】【了】【一】【只】【鸡】【后】【才】【回】【家】【的】【，】【她】【到】【家】【时】【】【粞】【睡】【着】【了】【。】【粞】【留】【了】【张】【纸】【条】【在】【桌】【上】【】【纸】【条】【上】【说】【：】【"】【妈】【，】【我】【累】【了】【】【让】【我】【多】【睡】【睡】【，】【别】【喊】【醒】【我】【】【"】【粞】【的】【母】【亲】【想】【想】【粞】【昨】【天】【的】【夜】【晚】【，】【便】【没】【叫】【他】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【粞】【的】【母】【亲】【次】【日】【为】【粞】【炖】【了】【支】【人】【参】【。】【粞】【喝】【下】【后】【】【精】【神】【好】【一】【些】【。】【粞】【不】【想】【出】【门】【】【他】【寻】【了】【副】【扑】【克】【牌】【，】【一】【个】【人】【坐】【在】【床】【沿】【上】【开】【"】【六】【关】【"】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【这】【事】【就】【这】【样】【过】【去】【了】【，】【亦】【文】【就】【此】【写】【过】【好】【多】【信】【一】【每】【信】【必】【安】【慰】【星】【子】【】【叫】【星】【子】【别】【为】【孩】【子】【难】【过】【，】【将】【来】【他】【们】【还】【会】【再】【有】【的】【】【亦】【文】【的】【信】【常】【常】【提】【到】【他】【俩】【同】【床】【共】【枕】【一】【起】【欢】【度】【的】【美】【好】【时】【光】【，】【不】【厌】【其】【烦】【地】【回】【忆】【一】【些】【细】【节】【】【使】【星】【子】【好】【几】【回】【由】【此】【而】【联】【想】【到】【水】【香】【当】【年】【向】【她】【讲】【叙】【的】【一】【切】【。】【星】【子】【的】【同】【学】【也】【都】【知】【道】【星】【子】【的】【未】【婚】【夫】【是】【个】【军】【校】【的】【学】【生】【】【长】【得】【很】【帅】【，】【也】【很】【爱】【星】【了】【】【于】【是】【一】【律】【地】【羡】【慕】【起】【星】【子】【来】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【没】【几】【天】【水】【香】【就】【去】【了】【粞】【的】【家】【】【水】【香】【说】【道】【班】【组】【要】【她】【写】【一】【篇】【批】【评】【稿】【，】【她】【不】【会】【写】【】【叫】【粞】【帮】【帮】【忙】【。】【粞】【那】【天】【正】【好】【在】【家】【】【便】【满】【口】【答】【应】【了】【。】【于】【是】【粞】【便】【一】【句】【句】【说】【】【水】【香】【一】【句】【句】【地】【写】【。】【水】【香】【的】【字】【写】【得】【歪】【歪】【倒】【倒】【】【一】【忽】【儿】【出】【一】【个】【错】【别】【字】【。】【粞】【便】【指】【出】【要】【她】【改】【】【粞】【为】【了】【不】【伤】【她】【的】【自】【尊】【心】【，】【使】【用】【了】【十】【分】【诙】【谐】【的】【语】【言】【来】【说】【明】【这】【个】【字】【错】【了】【】【比】【方】【"】【口】【诛】【笔】【伐】【"】【，】【水】【香】【将】【"】【诛】【"】【写】【成】【了】【"】【猪】【"】【粞】【便】【说】【：】【"】【你】【以】【为】【是】【让】【你】【家】【圈】【里】【的】【猪】【去】【笔】【伐】【呀】【】【"】【水】【香】【便】【使】【劲】【笑】【，】【笑】【得】【吃】【吃】【响】【】【白】【皙】【的】【脸】【上】【浮】【出】【几】【分】【红】【，】【鼻】【子】【尖】【冒】【出】【星】【星】【点】【点】【汗】【珠】【】【显】【得】【十】【分】【的】【可】【爱】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【粞】【的】【母】【亲】【眼】【睛】【一】【亮】【】【脸】【上】【焕】【发】【出】【一】【层】【红】【光】【，】【她】【说】【：】【"】【可】【以】【吗】【】【真】【的】【可】【以】【吗】【？】【"】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【星】【子】【笑】【说】【：】【"】【演】【员】【和】【观】【众】【一】【样】【多】【】【粞】【，】【你】【好】【可】【怜】【呀】【】【"】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【因】【为】【说】【这】【些】【话】【的】【人】【不】【是】【粞】【，】【星】【子】【没】【法】【发】【火】【】【但】【星】【子】【脸】【上】【已】【明】【显】【地】【摆】【出】【了】【不】【悦】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【勇】【志】【说】【：】【"】【星】【子】【】【你】【自】【己】【别】【呔】【难】【过】【就】【是】【了】【。】【照】【我】【说】【】【男】【人】【们】【比】【女】【人】【们】【过】【这】【樣】【的】【关】【要】【容】【易】【得】【多】【。】【"】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【母】【亲】【永】【远】【仇】【恨】【这】【件】【事】【】【母】【亲】【的】【仇】【恨】【就】【如】【这】【墙】【砖】【的】【颜】【色】【，】【任】【凭】【多】【尐】【年】【风】【雨】【的】【冲】【刷】【都】【仍】【鲜】【艳】【如】【故】【】【母】【亲】【那】【一】【天】【欲】【哭】【无】【泪】【，】【只】【是】【突】【然】【地】【将】【很】【多】【很】【多】【东】【西】【看】【透】【了】【看】【穿】【了】【】【粞】【的】【目】【光】【从】【脚】【上】【转】【到】【了】【窗】【外】【正】【哗】【哗】【地】【浇】【著】【的】【大】【雨】【上】【。】【大】【雨】【仿】【佛】【使】【空】【间】【晶】【莹】【透】【明】【又】【仿】【佛】【使】【空】【间】【迷】【蒙】【混】【沌】【】【浸】【过】【雨】【小】【的】【红】【砖】【墙】【将】【颓】【旧】【了】【嘚】【红】【砖】【楼】【房】【忽】【地】【涂】【上】【一】【种】【难】【以】【言】【说】【的】【情】【调】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【星】【子】【浑】【身】【颤】【抖】【着】【。】【就】【恰】【在】【那】【一】【刻】【；】【一】【个】【女】【駭】【在】【门】【外】【大】【声】【叫】【喊】【了】【起】【来】【：】【"】【星】【子】【！】【星】【子】【！】【"】【"】【、】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【星】【子】【说】【：】【"】【小】【弟】【弟】【】【你】【管】【得】【太】【多】【了】【。】【像】【我】【妈】【妈】【一】【样】【爱】【管】【事】【不】【符】【合】【你】【的】【年】【龄】【】【"】【亦】【文】【突】【然】【反】【拧】【住】【星】【子】【的】【手】【，】【说】【：】【"】【你】【再】【叫】【小】【弟】【弟】【】【你】【再】【敢】【叫】【。】【"】【 】【 】【 】【星】【子】【说】【完】【转】【身】【回】【屋】【】【很】【久】【后】【，】【粞】【告】【诉】【星】【子】【】【他】【本】【想】【到】【星】【子】【家】【里】【小】【坐】【片】【刻】【、】【聊】【点】【什】【么】【的】【，】【因】【为】【他】【待】【业】【后】【一】【直】【感】【到】【很】【孤】【独】【很】【寂】【寞】【】【很】【想】【有】【个】【异】【性】【伙】【伴】【倾】【吐】【一】【下】【，】【可】【见】【星】【子】【一】【副】【百】【事】【清】【楚】【不】【过】【的】【架】【式】【】【觉】【得】【很】【没】【意】【思】【，】【就】【走】【了】【】【粞】【说】【：】【"】【你】【对】【陌】【生】【人】【太】【傲】【慢】【了】【一】【点】【，】【这】【不】【是】【女】【孩】【子】【的】【优】【点】【】【"】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【粞】【的】【母】【亲】【说】【：】【"】【王】【留】【当】【然】【不】【肯】【。】【那】【几】【天】【还】【乘】【酒】【劲】【】【在】【站】【里】【泼】【口】【大】【骂】【沈】【可】【为】【，】【也】【骂】【了】【粞】【】【不】【过】【公】【司】【里】【支】【持】【沈】【可】【为】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【粞】【后】【来】【解】【释】【说】【他】【很】【自】【尊】【同】【时】【也】【很】【自】【卑】【】【而】【星】【子】【总】【是】【大】【口】【大】【气】【无】【所】【谓】【的】【样】【子】【。】【粞】【觉】【得】【像】【他】【这】【样】【家】【庭】【的】【人】【是】【配】【不】【上】【星】【子】【的】【】【粞】【说】【他】【曾】【有】【过】【至】【少】【三】【次】【以】【上】【的】【暗】【示】【，】【都】【叫】【星】【子】【化】【解】【了】【】【星】【子】【没】【对】【这】【暗】【示】【作】【出】【应】【有】【的】【反】【应】【，】【粞】【想】【星】【子】【自】【然】【是】【不】【同】【意】【这】【事】【】【又】【不】【好】【明】【言】【挡】【着】【，】【免】【得】【失】【去】【一】【个】【朋】【友】【】【粞】【说】【他】【便】【不】【再】【作】【此】【幻】【想】【，】【也】【不】【愿】【说】【明】【】【粞】【也】【唯】【恐】【失】【去】【了】【星】【子】【这】【个】【朋】【友】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【粞】【看】【了】【看】【表】【】【已】【经】【四】【点】【半】【了】【。】【煋】【子】【若】【从】【学】【校】【回】【家】【】【也】【差】【不】【多】【该】【是】【这】【时】【间】【到】【码】【頭】【了】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【星】【子】【不】【觉】【"】【噗】【哧】【"】【一】【笑】【】【说】【：】【"】【八】【杆】【子】【不】【着】【边】【的】【事】【，】【说】【得】【像】【真】【的】【一】【样】【】【"】【 】

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结束了为期一年的高压生活林慕锦觉得自己瞬间从地狱到了天堂。几个月的努力没有白费顺利的考上了自己心仪的大学。林慕锦是自己独自一囚来到C城的,却万万没想到会遇见那个影响她一生的人……